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The Good Old Days, And Days Yet To Come.

me and jess at the brew pub.

I have a feeling that in the future I'm going to have many more photos similar to this one. Hooray for moving away.

Home away from home.

Yes, yes that is an old beer bottle filled with mold.

So I don't know who pays attention to my life or who cares. I know sometimes I don't but I'm so excited, I'm going to tell you anyway. I got into the college program that I really wanted, I'm so excited.  So it seems that I am moving to Kingston, lovely town even if it ends up killing me. I still haven't decided what program to take. In other news I got awesome green socks today, they make me smile.

I miss the old days.

Tali and I at her first off property show.

Way back in the day when I had talent (or something like it). Above is Tali, or Taliexpena, imported from Mexico. Cantacerous, crusty, moody (yeah, a huge bitch) and I loved her just the same.  We fit so well together, she would panic and start freaking out, I could always calm her down. I would start to tense up and not breath and she'd be there to remind me to realax. Such a team, I really miss her somedays and wonder where she ended up, I heard a girl that I new when I was twelve had bought her. At least I know she's ok.

Oh yeah, that's right.

Doesone = sex. 

 Subtle is amazing, seriously.
Note: I didn't take this photo, but the guy that did shoved his fat head in front of me at the concert.

spices upon spices!

The first mix cd I've made on my new laptop, for a party that never happend.

I think This playlist is pretty good:
1. Subtle - Mercury Craze
2. And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead - Intelligence
3. Apocalyptica -  Harmageddon
4. The Arcade Fire - Black Mirror
5. Beirut - Mount Wroclai (Idle Days)
6. The Blood Brothers - Set Fire To The Face On Fire
7. Buck 65 - Devil's Eyes
8. Death From Above 1979 - Black History Month (remix)
9. Gym Class Heros - Take A Look At My Girlfriend
10. Interpol - Obstacle 1
11. The Most Serene Republic - Proposition 61
12. Muse - House Of The Rising Sun
13. Regina Spektor - That Time
14. She Wants Revenge - These Things
15. TV On The Radio - Wolf Like Me
16. Wolf Parade - We Built Another World
17. We Are Scientists - Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt
18. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Gold Lion

Some songs don't go together that well (I will admit that I forgot to mix them around before burning them), I've been forgetting things today. Most likely thanks to Dan for kick me in the head with his steel toed boots last night. For those of you who live in Peterborough, Armour hill is insane right now as it is completely covered in ice, and jumps... I didn't want to go down alone and we figured it wasn't safe to go down the hill one right after the other, thus TOGETHER! Also a bad idea. One thing led to another and we found ourselves literally flying down the hill into each other, Dan has the good sense to tuck and roll. I on the other hand have no such sense. I'm alive, but my neck hurts like a motherfucker, seriously.  I was going to go party tonight with Dan, but it got pushed back, maybe drinking isn't a good idea right now.

One day we will all awake to find fish bowl rocks in our right front pockets.

So Sunday March 4th, the massively long and intense journey was made from Kingston to Peterborough to Toronto, then back to Kingston. Then again back to Peteroborugh the next day. It was long, and it has been agreed upon, it was totally worth it. Best show I've ever seen (once again we all agreed). We saw Subtle and TV On The Radio (if you haven't heard of them before, seriously check them out), I've never been so blown away.

snow squalls!

The backyard.

This isn't my backyard, it's not even in my neck of the woods. I got up in the morning and deicded that for once I could enjoy the snow (if you don't know me that well I hate winter and being cold).

A little depressed at the moment.

Days fall between nights
stumbling across weeks and months,
lights flashing, and people passing.
A whirlwind of sound and color.

I find myself surrounded,
surrounded by your own paraphernalia.
Your shirt on my back, your bed sheets hugging me,
tightly in the night. My head on your pillow.
It's like being lost in a forest, where all the trees,
and all the leaves have your name and face.

They whisper to me, in the darkness.
Words hope, words of hate, words of love.
Encouraging me, pushing me down.

I walk down a path, solitude is my only ally.
My self worth has slowly begun to flutter away.
I chase it, running, one foot in front of the other.
Faster! Faster! One foot in front of the other.

There is a light.

And you are standing there.
With all of your grace and majesty.
Head held high, looking down on me.
It's just the three of us.
You. Me. My self worth.
Only two of us will make it out alive.