Tyler, we're going to miss you.

Tyler and Adam

So it seems that everyone is leaving. Which is fine, I'm gone in 3 days, thank goodness. I don't think I can stand it here another minute.  I've never been so excited about change.

It's time.

Hungover On A Tuesday ~ Dredg

So long to the end and stormy weather
It's time for a cleansing
Nice try, but you can't avoid this forever
You know it makes you feel good

Feeding on your soul
You'll search for a cure
You'll want to be sure
You don't lose control
You'll want to be sure
That this is really you

So long since I can't even remember
It's time for renewal
You know that you won't have fun after
You know it makes you feel good

Feeding on your soul
You'll search for a cure
You'll want to be sure
You don't lose control
You'll want to be sure
That this is really you

Fell towards the fire
Shielding myself from sin
Things are looking brighter
This is the way I want to live

So long to the end and stormy weather
It's time for a cleansing
Nice try, but you can't control me forever

Feeding on your soul
You'll search for a cure
You'll want to be sure
You don't lose control
I'll always be sure
You'll want to be sure
So long to the end
You'll always be there
But you are gone to me

Hour after hour, our work is never over.

Kingston in December.

The music is so obvious right now; I love it. I can't walk properly, but I can feel the music? It's everywhere, in the smallest and darkest corners of my body, places that are easily forgotten about. Places that only a lover would pay attention too. The previous statement was not ment to be be filthy one.

This feeling comes and goes. As I said earlier this evening I take out my soul before I go to work and it lays on my bed and waits for me. Everything feels better when I put her back where she belongs. I feel bad about leaving her home alone all day, it's almost in-human. I just can't subject her to a day in my work place, she might die, and that would be worse then leaving her behind.

so cliche, but so nice.

Muse, baby. Muse.